hey big spender >__<

Money's not an issue, well... not ALL the time! I'll admit, i'm a spendaholic. That's why I'm in the predicament I'm in right now. The predicament is called, BROKE. I always knew how to burn a whole in my pocket, weather it was at the toystore, the mall, or even the corner store -__- I keep finding myself looking for a stable relationship lately but then again, I JUST WANT MONEY! As long as I keep all these females in my lane,& remember that they'll ALWAYS be there... I think I'll be able to work with them, and around them & still get this money. I need a gameplan! Girls are like the biggest distraction ever man =/. WHAT SHOULD I DO!?!?!?!

Btw, I finally changed the blog's song =] =] =]
It all relates to this blog, LOL.. ugh, my life.


-get clowded, stay clowded!

7th Day Of The Week!

It's Saturday Man!,& Just my luck; I'm in the house! Grrr. I had a great week though, seriously. I definitely got my outfit that I showed you guys two post ago! Can you say excited? ;) but I think I was a tadbit TOO excited, I wore it in the RAIN! LOL,ugh I don't care though. As far as my prints go, I spoke to my mom about it, I'm like, "Mom! You wanna help pay for my shirts get printed?" She's like, "IDK About all that." -Errrrrt,? Lmao; When it comes down to it I'm sure she's gonna do it. -I could've got it all over with this week but I blew $80, in two freaking days! My pockets are feeling skimpy; I'm holding on to this freaking 5 dollar bill like it's my life! Haha, you say i'm broke, I say i'm real ;) I mean, I AM only 16, sheesh. -Making moves like a mad man though. Btw, I Think I forgot to tell you guys, I ended up cleaning out my WHOLE system like, last month!; No more photoshop so, I'm working on a fix for that so I can try to work on the next shirt. After I get these first tees printed and my photoshop back, things should definitely flow smoothly, but if not.. sooner or later they will!


-get clowded,stay clowded!

Personal Independence Day!

Today was the most bipolar day! Like what the heck? Sunshine, Rain, Sunshine again? & When it came down to my personal feelings? Pshh, they're out the window! I was pretty cool about things today. clowd9 is officially a independent project, & I'm fine with that. With that being said, I made the greatest accomplishment today when it comes to this clothing line crap. I was walking home just thinking about everything. No iPod, no friends [after Jerry left,LOL*] just me though. & as I was walking I looked at the screen printing tshirt place at the end of my block, checked the time, took a deep breath & decided to stop in =), yes people .. finally making more progress than progress. So I have a receipt thingy or whatever with the phone number, email,& pricing of the shirts. Can you say HAPPY?! Lol. I can't believe my last post was about how sad & stressed I am! Haha, pshh my accomplishents are all I need, Not a boyfriend or girlfriend. & I would say not an outfit, but I really do need that outfit in my last post. Lmao.

Anyhow, Here's My Token of Accomplishment! =] =] =]
Now Can I Have A Nice Round Of Applause? :](I blotted some stuff out so nobody would know my secret place) Lmao.
Gahhh, I'm Gonna Frame That Peice Of Paper!, Haha. Don't mind the random bit of purple nail polish on my thumb! (I'm too lazy to take it off all the way,LOL)* But, don't my toes look niceee? Hehehehe ^____^

-get clowded, stay clowded!

Another Day Off!

I need money yo!, Nothing's going my way. Super love loss in the past month or so. I don't even think I have a partner in this crap. Me & Phresh barely even talk about this crap anymore!, We talked about it this morning for like two seconds when he came over. [He looked so fucking gorgeous,might I add!,UGH !] All this stress is causing me to admit, I'm truly unhappy with some aspects of my life but in the words of him, "It can't get any worse." So I'm going to try my best to live like these are my best days. Sexual relations this morning helped me blow off a tad bit of steam but I swear something's missing! I know this all seems like a personal problem but I really need to vent!,It might be because I haven't gone to the mall in like two weeks! Ugh, I'm going to the mall on Thursday though :] Peep my dream outfit I'm gonna buy.

Pshh, It's the most simple thing I've been excited over since him!;LOL. I really wanted red flipflops; but It seems as if they don't have any! Yellow one's will do. But I swear!,When I get this outfit my life better pick up; LMAO, but really I need an outlet!;& Did I meantion I need some money?

-get clowded, stay clowded!